7th jAn friday
hey everyone.. don tink alot of ppl will be reading this blog.. haha.. if you do.. means i lOve yOu!! wee.. haha.. cos not everyone know this link ma.. woOps.. anw.. today is such a sucky day i must say loh.. grrr! =P school was alrite loh.. uds everything and stuffs.. den after school go find shAn.. den we wait for ting loh.. got band at o23o.. wee! haha.. anw.. today band isnt that great as how i tot it would be.. in fact.. i would say it sucks! today is the suckiest day in 2oo5! =( hmm.. sad! haha.. but nvm.. wads done is done.. im not gonna give a damn about it.. then after band.. walked to the foyer.. and guees wad?! mdm.tang was standing there.. argh! hahaha.. and we 3 got caught loh! =P took our rubberband for uniform.. took my SEX band! argh.. ay.. and we kept laughing loh.. she wanted to call us wear those kinda socks which reaches feel inches below kneel!!!! wad the?! hahahaha.. anw.. after that.. ryan came to pick shan up.. ting and i go 7-11.. den she go buy chicken rice for dinner.. den we go home le.. (: erm.. there's band tml at o745!!! so early.. *yawns* luckily not much hw for this weekend.. but im gonna study alot! hmm.. add oil everyone.. muack muack! cyah arnd.. gees n_n -(( i hAte yOu stupid dummie!!! ))-

5th jAn wEdnesdAy
Wad is actually happening in me?? I don know it myself.. haha.. today was not a realli good day i supposed.. sch was alrite.. understood wadever the teacher said and did my hw! Yup.. but after school we gotta go to ava1.. i mean those who took the amplitute test for physics, chem or amaths.. and im in for all three! Woh! Stupid girl.. anw.. went in with huishi . zhiyin . huiyin and shan.. And the results? Im dropping amaths and taking comb science.. shuts! Hmm.. after that.. called mom.. wanted to tok to dad over the phone about it.. but he`s having meeting.. but anw.. toked to him jus now.. he seems to be alrite with this stupid realistic face i`ve got.. but i know deep down inside him he`s jus equally disappointed in me.. its like.. the worst i`ve ever got in my life man.. wads the?! But i gotta face up the consequences of wad i`ve done last year.. literally nothing! Didnt pay attention since the start of sec3.. im stupid.. cos i`d diverted my concentration into the wrong place and wrong time.. anw.. its already a fact that im only gonna take 6 subjects.. and wad i can do now is to do the best i can in this 6!! And im going to.. aim aim aim and work work work veh hard! Sigh.. i gotta do it! Jus hope its not too late now.. im gettin nervous now liao loh.. wad if i cant make it in 'o's?? Retain? ITE? Hope not.. not offence to ppl in ITE or retained.. n_n I know im on my way to forgetting you.. not as in forget.. but to a extend you mean nth to anymore.. but.. im stucked!! Stucked stucked stucked!! Urgh.. i don wanna get sad.. hurt.. jealous becos of you anymore.. cos there`s nth btwn us i`ve gotta admit.. and it has been like this for more than a year.. im tired.. im trying realli hard.. its nv nv your fault.. im serious.. jus that i cant let go.. but im going to.. or i have to.. all the best to you.. Tink there`s nth much.. now all in my mind is studies studies studies.. and mayb.. partly him? But i hope its gettin lesser and lesser each minute! Sigh.. anw.. there`s band tml.. hope everything will be fine tml loh.. take care peeps.. i`ll stop here.. god bless you + -(( begin with the end in mind ))-

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