Tuesday, November 30, 2004

hMm.. wOke up arnd 11+ in the mOrning.. realli tired mAn.. hMm.. then ltr use the cOmp lor.. actually nothing muCh happened today.. hmm.. jus that.. that one lil thing that happened.. was realli surprised.. its like.. a dream i wOuldnt dare to dream at all.. period.!

tinG is bAck from mSia le.. so hAPpie.. haha.. tink i nth to write liAo lehs.. =/ hMm.. cOntinue tml kk.. cyah!! huGgs!!

-(( i dOn give a dAmn ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:19 PM

shAn . chRiz . tinG!!! muAck ! plUs yUhli tOo.. yeAh!!
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:41 PM

mE . shAn and tinG in my rOom b4 going to skOol.. (:
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:39 PM

chRistine . siOk and shAn duRIng nCc-dining in.. hees.. flute sectiOn rOck!!
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:37 PM

Monday, November 29, 2004

hEy there!!! im sOooo tired tOday =(.. wOke up at o63o tOday.. den meet jEn and ferOz to get flowers fOr mR.chew.. today`s his biRthday!!! yeAhh!! n_n then after tt.. jEn and feRoz gO cOllect the cAke at imm.. while i wAit fOr shAn at bOonlAy mrt.. n_n den ltr we tOok bus to skOol..

everyone is sOoo secretive cOs we wanna let mR.chew tink that we fOrgot his biRthday!! *winks*.. hMm.. then ltr when we gOt there.. the weAther was sOooo hOt man.. and we are all in a enclOsed tEnt!!! veh veh veh humId!! had lunCh prOvided then ltr went mAc with ivy siok and shAn.. hMm.. Our jNrs cAme.. besides amiRul.. hMm.. they are sOoo switt.. they bOught prezzie fOr mR.chew.. he was sOoo hAPpie as he tOt everyone else forgOt his biRthday.. hees

hMm.. then ltr perf.. was kinda okie.. lOtza ppl prAised Our bAnd to mR.chew.. and after the perf.. hMm.. actually we were suppose to gO eat.. mR.chew kept rusHing us to haf our tea-breAk.. gOt buffet ma.. but we all were like.. dOn wan.. haha.. then ltr when everything is settled!! hMmm.. flute sectiOn (siOk . shAn . me) we started to play biRthday sOng as plAnned.. then ltr the whole bAnd sing.. at that time.. mr.chew was in the crOwd having his tea-break.. hees.. then ltr he cAme out from the crOwd to the cAke.. cos when we playing and singing.. jEn they all puShed a 4kG cAke out into the cOncert area!!!

wEee.. can see that mR.chew was realli tOuched ba.. at least i hOpe so!! and ltr we pAssed him a biRthday cArd and the bOuquet of rOse!!! wEee.. switt!! cArd was siGned by everyone!! (: and the perf ended hAPpily~! hMmm.. ltr went back to skOol.. everyone was sOoo tired.. the buS jOurney was veh veh long.. frOm downtOwn east till bukit bAtok ma.. oh yAh.. shAn was stucked in e tOilet tOday for 5mins cOs she cAnt unlOck.. wahahah!! oOps.. okok.. =P

then ltr.. when we reached skOol.. shAn go mit ryAn.. then i walk to bus-stOp with jEn.. hMmm.. jEn! u muS cheer up and be strOng okie.. huggs!! hMm.. okok.. then gO home.. im sOoOoOo tired!! there's perf on friday again.. its only 2opiece bAnd.. at wistmA i tink.. (: hMm.. only 2 flAutist.. hMmm.. -_- okok.. im sOoo glad that everything went out smOothly today!! tink i will stOp here.. had sOo much fun todAy.. with shAn . siOk . iVy . huiShi . jOce . jEn . ferOz . euG . lOts mOre.. thanks mAn!! (: muAck & huGgs!!!

-(( mE and my frEns!! n_n ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:16 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004

yOyo!!! haha.. hOw's everyone? =/ okie.. im lame.. hMmm.. stayed at home the whole day tOday.. wOke up at 11+.. and found out how muCh that giRl talked bad about me.. but nVm.. yUp! okok.. then used the cOmp and ltr arnd o3oo+.. i went to slp again.. =X hees

oh ya.. tinG went to mSia today.. hMm.. for her gRandma's funeral.. *gOd bleSs her*.. yup.. and tml there's perf ma.. actually tinG got perf de.. but now she cant make it.. so its siOk . aklily . shAn . belinda and me.. wearing blazer at dOwntOwn eAst.. -_- hmM.. wonders.. okok.. so ltr.. jEn's call wOke me up.. haha.. hope she's alrite nOw.. huggs!!

hMm.. den after i woke up.. laze arnd.. and went to pAck my rOom.. finally.. its neat and tidy again!!! i've got so mAny bOoks man.. as in textbOoks.. haha.. no where to put.. =/ hMm.. cOs my sis (she's married and living with her hus) don wanna mOve her stuffs to her place.. !!!! argh! hAHa.. but nvm la.. she's gOod to me anw.. btw.. my dad say he's gonna get me a flute one day.. but his oneday.. hMm.. tink im jus gonna wait..

and guess wAd!!! i tink my bike tyre cracked or smth of that sOrt cos i din ride for veh lOng.. gOsh.. no matter wad. im gonna get this bike fixed.. its impOrtant to me!! guess im gonna be even bRoker now.. band dinner+pop+cAmp mOney etc.. tink i stOp here.. tml is mR.chew's biRthday!!!!!!!! yeAa.. hAppie biRthday to mR.chew~!!! (:

-(( thiS i prOmise yOu))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:20 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

yO!! haha.. jus gOt home from nCc dining-in peRf.. (: sOoo tired.. hMm.. woke up at o83o.. then shAn and tinG come my hOuse at 9+ lor.. hees.. tie up Our hair into bun then tok tok tok.. haha.. until1o3o then we leave my hOuse le.. hehe.. went to haf lunCh at lot1.. then ltr gO skOoL.. and we're late as usual.. oOps.. hehe.. =P

ltr we gOt changed and fall in etc.. hmM.. reached SAFTI MI.. played a few pieces.. at firx we were all afriad of the cariocA sOlo.. but in e end.. mr.chew din play that.. but we still haf confidence with siOk de!!! yeAh.. (: hMm.. was realli tired.. but it was fun.. tOok full band photo!!! wOoo.. hehe.. today was fun and great!! except we are all tOoo tired le lor.. =X tink i going to bed sOon.. gonna unpack my stuffs first.. then wash up and zZzz.. hees.. take cAre pEeps.. mOnday got another perf at dOwntOwn eAst.. its smAll bAnd.. yAwns.. gOodnites!! (:

-(( livinG in my Own wOrld! ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:42 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

hMmm.. tOday had band again.. wAsnt lAte.. hees.. (: had full band lor.. mR.dao came tOday.. he played in full band tOo.. he's pErf for this sAt perf tOo.. hMmm.. sOoo weird.. but its alrite.. (: hees.. after full band.. had lunCh lor.. realli had fun with shAn and tinG.. haha.. we went to "prisOn" to eAt lor.. after we got our food from 7-11.. hehe..

was late after lunCh.. everyone was already mOving things tO the new bAnd rOom lor.. wOhs.. shan and i cArried one pAck of scOres together!! its sOoo heavy.. but the rest tOok it like its.. wOoo.. so easy.. after that.. went to library with shAn to find iVy and tinG.. (: helped them out abit.. but we had fun in there.. jOking and lauGhing.. haha..

oOo.. band rOom now without risers.. sOoo funny.. lOoking forward to tml's fullband without risers fOr bRass seCt.. first time.. (: hehe.. so after enjOying ourselves in the libRary.. siOk came in.. smth happened in our sect again.. nAughty sec1s.. hehe.. =P jkjk.. ltr gOt sect tOk with them lor.. they are actually cute de.. then shAn and i trying to mAke them lAugh.. did lOtza stupid things.. hehe..

luckily in the end everything sOlved.. knew they are united!! wEee.. flute sectiOn muSt be united always alrite!! (: lOve u giRls + 2 guys.. hAHa.. after band.. went tO mAc with shAn and tinG.. shAn waiting for her liOn ma.. then ltr gO home le.. im tiRed!!! gueSs everyone is tired tOo lor.. =/ okok.. tink i stOp here.. going to bEd sOon!! cyAh peEps sOon.. lOve u all!!

-(( nOthing cAnt be sOlved ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:36 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

*yAwns*.. hees.. hi everyone!!! sorry to yAwn b4 the entry.. but im sOOo tired.. this week got 5days of band.. >.< .. today i carried my NCC uniform home again.. veh heavy.. plus my bOoks which i kept in flute cUpbOard.. plus my cOurt-shoes i kept there cos im lazy tO bring hm.. and alot more.. haha.. tml band shifting to a new "rOom" le.. will miss this band rOom lor.. hais.. (:

oOhh.. today qiling and qiurOng came back.. sOoo happie.. tOok photo with them.. when qiling leaving.. she still wave at me.. wOoo.. wanna cry again.. tot of serenade.. hees.. =P * i lOve them*.. yAting, zhiLEi, debOrah, eilEen also got come back.. donno i got miss anyone.. but arnd there.. hees.. zhilEi had this realli cOol haircut man.. hees.. but it lOok nice.. (:

band today played alot alot alot of sOngs.. hees.. sOoo happie.. its like so long since we played so many songs in a day.. and mr.chew is hAppie.. we hAppie tOo.. haha.. (: xmAs rOcks man.. gave out lOtsa xmAs pieces.. cOol!!! but im damn tired tOo.. after band still helped ting with her library.. wOh.. *aches*

and here im at home lor.. think i can slp anytime.. but i don wan slp sOoo early.. haha.. weirdo me.. who cAres.. hees.. tink i'll stop here.. take cAre pEeps.. cyah sOon.. muack !

x` the scAr mArks the end `x

shAn . tinG . li . huiShi . jOce . huiyIn . siOk . nAt . and lOts mOre.. love u guRls man.. hees.. thanks sOo much.. (:

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:49 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hey there! (: how's life these days? hmm.. hOls seems sOo boring for me lor.. nth but band.. slack and band.. hang out veh seldom.. anw.. will try not to make this entRy tOoo sad alrite.. cos im feeling damn dOwn now.. hais.. alrite.. lets stArt..

hMmm.. sunday can i say its a suCky day? =/ in the afternOon met up tinG and went to get my sChoolshOes lor.. b4 the hole in it flood my leg sooner nor ltr.. then after that went home.. after being "tricked" by ting and shAn.. which i tink its not reallie funnie ba.. hais.. anw.. still gotta say thanks to them.. then at nite.. wOhoOo!!!! its the saddest nite since weeks.. and till now.. wad happened hasnt seem tO get over me.. isnt that great? =X hais.. can reallie feel the heart aching man..

mOnday.. had band.. chew again is upset with sec3 flautist.. and i seriously hope this wun happen to us again lor.. hais.. tot its settled? anw.. band till 3+ lor.. qiling and qiurOng came back.. they wanted to take us sectionals de!!!! argh.. but mr.dAo was taking us.. hope they are not angry.. they left a while after they came lor.. miSss them sOoooo muCh.. qiurong had a new haircut i nv see b4 since i was sec1.. =/ after band.. shAn went to find [liOn] again.. then ting and i go 7-11 lor.. ate a little onionrinGs and thats for the day.. hais.. din eat anything else.. den go home le..

i donno wads wrOng man.. normally i can take things lightly de.. and even if im reallie bothered.. it should be over the next day!!!!! no matter how serious it is.. i wun feel that hurt after the next day.. but this time its not the same.. why?? i tried to act as nothing is bothering me infrOnt of my frens in sch.. tink i did it.. but when im alone.. gOsh.. those things starts flashing in my mind again.. hais.. i jus cant seem to stop thinking bout it.. and in e end when im sOoo down and lost.. huishi and huiyin are the ones whom tok to me.. mayb its cos i donno how to tell shan and ting ba.. but thAnks alot huiShi . huiyin.. hais..

chAnces after chAnces.. and i din seem to cherish yOu.. now that i've regret and things are already toO late..

-(( fuGi miSses miCkey ))-
x` chApter 5-2 closes `x

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:36 AM

Saturday, November 20, 2004

yOyo.. haha.. im back from band.. and im feeling much better le.. thanks for those who cared and consOled me.. huggs!!! its better tO be happie.. *oBviously*.. hehe.. yup.. had band today.. at o83o!! then had sectionals until 10.. kEnny took tinG & i on xmAs fest.. (2 siAo giRl² nv come.. haha) it was fun although i din play much.. im like a human-not stable-metrOnum.. haha.. cos he's lAzy to clAp.. donno if i spelt correctly.. but anw.. its the thing that gose dOk'dOk'dOk in a certain tempo? hehe.. hope u guys uds..

after that was full band.. chew was like.. happie and then angry then happie. but he end off happily.. played some pieces from repertoire.. then xmas pieces!! I lOve chRistmAs!! haha.. then band ended at arnd 2.. waited for tinG alone.. cos shAn go msiA AGAIN! n_n oHhh yah.. today lotza seniors came back.. raisA, may, zhixiAn, momo, cArman, wAiseen etc.. and from flute.. xuEtinG came!!! hehe.. hope qilinG and qiurOng and yiQian will come back sOOn too lor.. =DD .. we haven bought their pop.. oOps.. haha..

so after ting finished her library stuffs.. we went to 7-11.. then went home straight.. cos ting haven wedding dinner at nite.. as in.. her relative's dinner.. hehe.. and now im at home staring at the comp.. ltr gonna pack my roOm alittle then slp.. im sOOo tired.. cyah pEeps.. huGgs..

-(( my prAyers can be heard ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:39 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004

jus finished reading a online love story.. and im still crying now.. its not cos im weak or wad thats why im crying.. but.. i jus couldnt uds wad love is? and why so many regret cos of love? why dont ppl jus be born knowing how to love someone.. but always when u needa lose someone then u realize how to cherish and love that person.. and only through this way.. people know how to love..

if i've known this earlier.. i wun let you be the one i first love.. cos i nv want to let you leave me.. you're the first and only one i love till now.. but i loved you.. in a veh wrong way.. if i could go back to the past.. you wouldnt be the first i love.. cos i wouldnt wanna hurt you.. i nv wanna learn how to love through you.. but to love you through love.. i don wanna let myself regret.. im still holding on.. knowing that its foolish and useless.. but i jus wanna do wad my heart tells me to.. and here im saying after months and months of silence.. i love you

i've to thank god so many million times for letting me haf wad i haf now after how i've treated you in e past.. its like a dream i nv dare to dream after nOv'o3.. but the dream came true miracle-ly.. and all i hope was it to stay.. always here praying for you silently.. you will live your life the fullest..

-(( If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head ))-
x` is there any way i can stay in ur arms `x

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:21 PM

hEllO~ im here to blOg.. haha.. changed a skin.. new kinda lOok.. like it quite a lot.. =] hMm.. like this song tOo.. yihui intrO me de.. nice~! __thAnks yihui.. huggs

hMm.. had band ytd.. but b4 that.. meet up with shan and tinG.. went to westmAll.. we got a small hp kEychain.. hees.. it veh cute.. i wrote smth behind it.. its like a softtoy de ma.. so can write.. thEn after that.. shan went tO [liOn's] house.. hehe.. then tinG and i go mAkan at westmAll.. after that.. we meet up at o22o.. cos band's at o245.. and we are late.. haha..

then ltr in band.. played alphA.. then Syf set piece.. today's the first day shAn go first stand there and sit.. haha.. and im all alone at 2nd stand there lor.. but luckily still got belinda.. muAcks hEr.. she always cheer me up when i sad.. I LOVE BELINDA! =P oOps.. haha.. then ltr band.. din go that smoothly for me but tink its gettin better now.. hais.. i mus stay happie like the past few days..

today skipped lessons.. then tinG jus called me to go tOwn with her and shAn lor.. so im gonna leave to meet them soon.. cyah pEeps.. take care..

-(( life wouldnt be it without you ))-
im missing you badly......

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:53 AM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

yOyo.. hehe.. im here again.. in a veh veh veh happie mOod wohs.. hehe.. realized im quite fortunAte and lucky le lor.. so im not gonna ask for more.. (: yeah.. hehe

today had english in the morning.. was late by43mins.. hehe.. then mdm sathiya nags and nags non-stOp.. hehe.. after that its amAths and most prOb im drOpping.. so i din go.. then cos later in e afternOon at o13o gonna haf sectionals with shAn . siOk & kEnny ma (ting got chalet).. but shan and siOk got lessons until o13o.. so i wan find ppl pEi wo. hehe . then i saw eUgene!! call him pEi wo awhile.. wanna make a phOnecall.. hehe.. *winks*.. so went to band rOom.. veh little ppl.. =] they were cheCking instru.. so i call le.. "ring.. ring... .. ring.. ring... .." hehe.. then tok tok tok.. and im leaving school for cwp~ wOhoo.. haha.. (: lalala~ then i treat eugene drink the gulp.. haha.. he reallie my buddy lor.. last year sit with him whole yeAr!! so fun (: then ltr i go take train le..

further details.. don tell u all lehs.. haha.. no lar.. then ltr go for sectionals le lor.. (: pOor siok and shAn didnt haf their lunch.. cos they scared someone angry.. =P hehe.. then had sect on alphA.. after that at 4.. we go le lor.. shAn go find "paul lee".. hehe.. then siok and i go home.. so tired.. but im sOooOooo happie lor.. haha.. im contented~.. okok.. i betta stop these.. ltr ppl say i nAggy.. hees

-(( flute seCtion rOcks forever!!))-
[QilinG][QiurOng][yiQiAn][xuEtinG][hUiqi]
[kEnny][siOk][tinG][shAn][Li][chRiz]
[bElindA][aklily][mElisSa]
[Minmin][jAmie][siyuAn][amiRul][teResa] (:

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:30 PM

Friday, November 12, 2004

hmm.. today alot things happened lor.. hmm.. morning band at 9.. ting and i were late.. or was it i late so ting also late.. hehe.. =P then ltr.. we go to sectionals lor.. but b4 that.. ting and i packed the flute cupboard.. goSh.. hehe.. was like a rubbish chute.. =/ oOps.. hehe.. but now nice nice..

then sectionals that time.. gOt minmin.. teresa.. amirul.. jamie.. belinda.. ting & i.. then ltr teresa bring siyuan come back tOo.. =D hehes.. yeah! but after that.. alot things happened.. also don wanna tok much bout it le.. jus donno why mus jasmine shout at my jnrs.. shout at jen.. when our section din even raise our volume.. i know she may care for siyuan as a fren.. but in this way? kept calling siyuan to leave and not letting us haf our section talk with her.. siyuan may not tell us wad she wan but her actions showed in e end.. and im so glad she's back.. after band ends.. our sectiOn stayed back for sectionals as usual.. =) hehe..

today veh lil ppl lor.. tml also bah.. cOs kEnny and shAn go msia ma.. then yUhli ar.. hmm.. i know she wun disappoint us.. cos i haf faith in her de.. i wun give up wohs li.. u mus be a brAve girl alrite.. simpledOlls will be supporting u always.. sOrry lehs.. after band went to eat with ting.. in a veh veh sad and bad mood lor.. ate alot!! cupnOodle + dOnut.. then ltr went home le..

nth much happened lor except for tinG.. realli hope she will be fine soOn.. hais.. and li also.. you all mus cheer up and be happie and strOng okie..*huGgies* i will stop here.. continue some other days.. =] huggs..

angEls -- bleSs that he'll be safe and hAppie..
-(( fuGi AppLe fOrever ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:57 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

im here again.. jus feel like writing smth here.. spent the whole day doing a slideshow and thinking bout smth.. hmm.. mayb i reallie should trust him.. mayb things ain wad it seem to be.. i should trust him shouldnt i? hais.. im confused too.. but no matter wad.. i will believe in him.. and try not to think bout this le.. =]

im contented with wad i've le.. i may not know wad will the ending be.. but im gonna look forward to it..
x` gOod nites `x

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:02 PM

hMm.. hEllO.. im here to blog again.. =) mOod kinda weiRd.. happie and sAd.. =/ hMm.. lets stArt from sAturday kk.. =]

sAturday 6thnOv
hMm.. had band today.. and it suCks totally.. lOtza things scrEwed up and my sectiOn PP and SL are beinG scOlded for nOthing.. donno wad did we dO but anw.. flute section sec3s still uNites mAn.. =D pAssed the bday card to my fren tO pass to hIs siSter.. =D hees.. hOpe she likes it anyway.. hMmm..

sUnday 7thnOv
hMm.. tOday went Out with shAn!! went tOwn lor.. =] bOught "pArts" of xmas prEsent for my fren.. hehe.. ofcOs its for xmas.. =D.. yeAh!! *sAnta cLaus is cOming.. to tOwn.. * den we tOok photos.. but haven scan.. scan le then i update kk.. =]

mOnday 8thnOv
hMm.. skiPped my remedials today.. hehe.. fOr first period.. i was at hOme.. =P.. secOnd period.. was hAving sectionals with my bAobei sec3s flAutist.. hehe..
yeAh.. we rOcks man.. hehe.. reallie veh happie we are more united and its sOoo fun duRing sectionals today.. =) sec3 flautists unites forever man.. =) played 7th night of jUly.. the song is alrite la.. hehe.. and we had sectionals until 4+.. yup.. we had lunch together lor.. its like sOooo long since flute section had their lunch together.. hMm.. =D hahaha..
-(( siOk . kEnny . shAn . tinG . Li . chRiz rOcks ))- =]]

tueSday 9thnOv
today got band.. starting was kinda "yuCks" cos im forced to go to lessons while im having sectionals.. but nvm la.. haha.. din reallie affect me.. so after lessons.. went back to find my seCtion.. hehe.. then a while ltr.. sec3s had their own sectionals .. =D played alphA this time.. then siOk was taking sec1s.. until lunch then she jOin us.. yeAhh.. hehe.. then ltr cOs ting wanna eat.. so i pEi her go get smth to EAT!! =P while the rest haf sectionals in schoOl lor.. hehe.. went 7-11 to get sOme stuffs for them to eat tOo.. *sec3 rOx* okok.. enough of sec3 rOcks.. haha.. then ltr after lunch can go home le ma.. then they closing band rm.. so we bOrrowed our instru and had sectiOnals at the canteEn there.. =DD hehe.. only sec3s lor.. (again) then had sectionals until arnd 6.. =) sOo fun.. ltr walk together to 7-11.. then gOoo hOme.. today rOcks.. hehe.. =P *winks*

wEdnesdAy 10thnOv
skIpped my maths lesson today.. =/ heard that ms.chuA is upset bout it.. *oOpsie* then is like slacking the whole day.. which made mOm nags on me NON-stop.. hehe.. then at nite.. lOtza funnie and unexpected stuFfs happened.. haha.. then went out with my fren for dinner.. ate mOs lor.. then ltr wAtch pRincess diAry2 at 10!!! wOoo.. finally.. but its kinda disappointing.. cos its not as rOmantic as i tot.. nOt as interesting as i tOt.. but its okie la.. =] then tOok the train at oo15? arnd lor.. then go home.. mSg and tok on phone.. hehe.. veh happie~!!! lalalala~ =P but hoh.. im abit confused.. but its alrite.. hehe..

tAke cAre pEeps.. hehe.. this is a long entry.. hope im nOt tOo boring.. hehe.. =P muAck ! and cyah guys and giRls sOon..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:36 AM

Friday, November 05, 2004

wEe! hees.. im home.. went to bugis today with my MOMMY!! n_n she rOcks man.. since today got no lessons.. no band.. so asked her wanna go out today lor..

hm.. bought quite a no. of stuffs.. veh veh happy.. hees.. eRr.. bought a skirt (finally..) then bought a von-dutch shirt.. sleveless de.. then bought my manicure stuffs.. hees.. a nail polish and some nail-stickers!!! wEe.. hees.. jus finished doing my home-made manicure.. quite happie with it.. cos its my first time only ma.. haha.. and today walk arnd.. found out i wanna buy lotza stuffs in bugis street.. =).. *wink wink*..

then later went to get a birthday card.. precious moments de.. for 7buCks.. first time in my life i bought such a expensive card.. but nvm.. worth it.. hees.. its pink.. and [she] likes pink alot wohs.. hope she will like it.. and he wun mind.. ( sorry peeps.. i know u all don uds.. =P dui bu qi wohs )

then ltr went home lor.. i treat mama drink sugarcane juice and goreng pisang cos i gOt the money from Auction liao ma.. =).. hees.. and when i get my salary from job.. i will give her.. daddy and jie money de.. n_n i veh guai hoh.. hahaha.. so bhb..

when i get pay liao hoh.. i wan get a new phone again lehs.. hees.. this one either trade-in or give it to mom if she wans.. cos its not that user-frenly.. afriad she donno how to use lor.. and hope she allows me to get another phone in less than a month.. =P

there's band tml.. tink meeting shan they all lor.. haha.. miss them man.. and ofcos i miSs huishi.. joce.. jen and many more.. haha.. my friends rOcks.. all tat i know!!!!!!!!!!!! muAcks to u all.. hees.. tink i stop here.. ltr got SI results.. hope dephne is not out this week.. my dad predicts she'll be out.. =( so sad.. take care pEeps.. love u guys and gals so much man..
-(( life can be wonderful . its whether you wan it or not ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:00 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

hey guys and giRls.. hees.. im back.. the hAppie chRistine.. hees.. =D and i seriously hope this will last loR.. =D i mean.. i can be happy forever and not like.. only for a few hours and later start thinking again.. hees.. i wanna start my life all over again.. =D.. i wan.. and i must..

hMm.. tot alot today.. ytd nite.. this morning was kinda afriad to wake up.. but i still did! arent i brave? =P.. i gotta face the music.. the reality.. so today did nth lor.. slp.. watch tv.. computer.. slp.. haha.. didnt haf the appetite to eat.. so jus lazing arnd the whole day lor.. hmm.. i sold my stuffs in the auction and im getting $24 tml from that guy.. wEe! hees.. first time at auction.. =D

hmm.. i still thinks bout "it" and i still misses and tink of him.. but i din regret wad i did ytd nite.. this is how i feel and im proud of myself to have told u how i feel.. although wad i said may not be wad i realli want.. but this is how i reallie hope we would be for now ba.. =).. and i hope after wad i said.. we can still be like how we are b4 that..

hmM.. tink i stop here lor.. tml still got lessons in the morning.. ltr got band.. =).. i wanna go shOpping.. who free ar? =P hees.. take care giRls.. muack !

-(( i will be strOng ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:12 PM