Monday, August 30, 2004

hmM.. din update for a few days le.. hMm.. kinda feelin down bahz.. =( haiz haiz.. kk.. here i staRt.. =)

[28Aug sAt]
hMm.. sat ar.. in e mOrning.. had band.. then ltr small band for ncc perf lor.. hMm.. after that.. went for lunch with shAn.. li not involve in perf.. tiNg got CIP thing ma.. come ltr lor.. yUp.. shan & i use straw to drink the cuPnOodle de sOUp.. hehe.. so fun.. but.. b4 lunch.. kinda feelin damn sad over some stuffs.. haiz.. even now.. hAiz.. anw.. after that.. we go back to schOol lar.. changed and tied our hair into bUn? haha.. then fall in etc.. and end up in orchid country club liao lor.. hehe.. the perf was kinda great? fun tOo.. but was distracted over the afternOon stuff..

hMm..okok.. sunday was a boring day.. in e morning it kinda hurts.. but later better lor.. then today.. haf physics common test.. practically din touch a single thing on it b4 the test.. haha.. goNna flung it as usual.. after that.. went to je with huishi.. she wanna get her QA book which is only available there?? -_-" hehe.. troublesome giRL! later we gO cwp lor. walk walk.. saw aud.. tania.. oh.. and hanxiang with his frens.. then huishi bought a waterbottle from billabong! haha.. bought stickers!! yeAh.. then go home le lor.. had motion sickness on the bus.. btw.. i told yuhting bout motion sickness she tot i cant PoOo~~!! oh goSh.. haha

yUp.. tink i will stop here.. tml there isnt any school.. i mean there is.. but we go school for some aces day work out? games etc.. then ltr im going back to dlss lor.. din go last year.. cos.. hMm.. kinda miss wad happened last year.. haiz.. ok.. wed is a school hols.. =) enjOy peEps.. love u gUys..
l e t h i m g o--

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:03 PM

hMm.. today in school still quite okie lor.. hUmmPz.. then after school.. went to 7-11 with huIshi.. get something to eat then hafto go DC ma.. gOt cheesecake again.. hehe.. but i still prefer the cheesecake at Lips cAfé.. wEe.. yUmmy.. hehe.. anyone wanna get for me.. =P

okie.. so we went to do dC.. hanliang and kEnny were doing Dc tOo.. half way thru.. tAng came lor.. lotza nasty things happened.. dun bother to write.. jus incase she got link here? hAha.. anw.. after that we gO home le lor.. gotta study got chEm coMmon test tonite.. tml got test mar... sIAnz.. dun wanna get retain.. so gotta force myself to study.. =X hAiz haIz.. disappointed with my results this year lor..

[tuesday 24rd Aug]
hMm.. okie.. ytd was fun.. had bAnd.. tinG, shan & i gO 7-11 lor.. Li ar.. eR hUmmp.. *cOUgh*.. haha.. she got "something" on.. hehe.. then ltr go for band.. wasnt late.. =D then played quite a no. of pieces today lor.. after band was the funny part.. wahhaa.. first.. hMm.. shan & i were practically laughing at something damn funny that she acted out.. haha.. she was tryin to act someone lor.. haha.. she's damn cute.. anw.. later.. hMm.. we 3 were scolded by 3 sec1s indian band members.. hAHa.. no scolded actually.. they were smiling and scolding.. and we were laUghing.. hehe.. okie lar.. then ltr makan cUp nOodle then go home le.. =D
-= anyway.. the date 24thAug was kinda memorable for me.. at least for me lor. haiz.. =( but of the year 2oo3.. jus couldnt stop tinking of wad'd happened on that day.. hAIz.. tOok pic.. why did i rmb this day? it mayb jus a normal day.. but i jus rmbed it! i miSs you!! =-

tink i will stop here.. hMm.. not realli in the moOd.. hUmmps.. thanks pEeps for caring.. huGgies.. loVe you guYs sOoo much.. life isnt wad it is wout u all.. take cAre alrite.. muAckz..!

*tiNg miSses hIm lOtz!!* ='(

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:57 PM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

hMm.. jus got back from band lor.. hMm.. quite a good day bah? -_-" think so.. got a bit sad sad but nvm nar.. haha.. hAiz.. today played quite well frm wad chew said.. =) yEah.. hMm.. then today choose flautist to clarinet section lor.. hMm.. veh funny when we tryin out instru.. meaning yuhting.. yuhli.. siokhui.. kEnny and me nor.. in qm.. then we all lOok like mOnkey playin it.. hehe.. anw.. i also not sure who going lehz.. =( but no matter who.. i will also sad de.. dun wan any of them to leave flute section.. sObx!!!! hehe.. =P

hMm.. then after band.. played a while in band rm.. then go home le lor.. yUp.. but go 7-11 buy things to mAkan first.. hehe.. then Li go meEt gerald ma.. *swEet nehx*.. shAn today pAng seh li.. ting and i lor.. go mAkan with her LaOgong.. hehe.. nvm.. wEe!!! freNs-cum-siSters foRever.. !!! muACkz..

[friday 20Aug]
hMm.. ytd after school got emAths test lor.. hAiz.. hope can pass this one.. failed my amaths function test like siao lor.. siAnz.. realli dun wana be retained lehx.. ttryin hard le.. other sub i still can jiAyou.. but obviously my accounts is HOPELESS liao lor.. oOops.. =X hehe.. but honestly.. if i retain.. i will cry lyk siao.. not becoz of another year.. but.. nvm nvm.. =)
then ytd nite.. went to haf pizzahut dinner with my fren lor.. then go back..

[thursday 19Aug]
eEee.. i dun like this day.. haiz.. anw.. i hAte librAry!!!!!!!!! arGghh.. haiz.. nvm... i veh veh fast will forget those sad sad de things de.. riTe chRiztine? hehe.. yUP!!!! oh gOsh.. im toking to myself.. hehE..

hMm.. tink i stop here le lor.. laTer i toO long wInded.. hehE.. jus wanna sAy.. a BIG thANks to jEn.. shAn.. tIng.. li.. yOu guRls rAWks.. muAckzzZz.. tAke cAre.. other ppl i also love you all k.. haha.. =P tAke cAre.. muAckz

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:56 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

hMm.. hEllO.. hehe.. kinda bored so im here to blOg.. hehe.. =P
hAd band today loR.. wOhx.. shAn, lI, tIng and i arents late.. hehe.. yEah!!! hMm.. we meet at mama shop today lor.. then ting and i early.. then we gO 7-11 get cheesecake tO eat.. waahaha.. i bought the spiderman swEet~! yeAh.. actually i just wanted the bOx.. [ i put movie tics and receipt ] hehehe.. yEah!!!!!! haPpy..

then we gO band lor.. hMm.. had drill.. *tired*.. did lotza pUmping.. aRgGhh.. got more then 100.. mAyb whole day add up hoh.. got more then 200? haha.. =P.. then after that.. hMm.. we punished the sec1s *heartache*.. hMm.. coz they din keep the bOoks.. hMm.. but.. they told me somethings.. mAyb realli not u all ok.. =) i trust u all.. soRry lehz.. we punish u all.. then later gOt full band with chew.. hMm.. prac some pieces for 28th aUg de perf lor.. its small band.. kaNa chosen to go.. luckily shan also going.. or i surely veh lonely.. wahaha.. =P

then later.. go lunch liao lOr.. ting went to watch the wad show.. hMm.. act by some church ppl de lor.. so the 3 of us gO makan.. =) then later.. yEah.. we not late again.. hehe.. yUp.. then later go sectionals? yUp.. hehe.. wohx.. i lOve sectionals today!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. but kinda sad tOo.. *confused* lor.. haiz haiz.. =X dunno wad i tinking lehz.. shAn they all say should be happy.. but for??? eRm.. anw.. did scoOtin with li. shAn and kEnny.. did lotza new bars.. yUp.. =D learn a new nOte.. haha.. ok.. im lame here.. =X

den later go full band for a while with jOce conducting.. gIrl u rAWks.. haha.. then later go home liaO lor.. hMm.. shAn de dad dad come and fetch her.. then li and i went to buy ice-creAm.. yUmmy.. haha.. then i take bus gO home le lor.. =) im aching all over.. argGhh.. stupid drill.. i dun fren yOu!!! haha.. i so bored lor..

hMm.. so tink today quite a gOod day bahz.. haiz.. realli realli realli veh veh confuse bout some stuffs.. haiz.. hope i can get it right tonite..
sPidermAn rAwks my wOrld~~!!!!!
tOrtoise & giRaffe.. =P haha.. *i know wad it means jiu hao*.. hehe.. tAke cAre pEeps.. muACkz

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:38 PM

hMm.. thats me in sec1.. haha.. hMm.. lOok funny and diff from nOw lehz.. wahaha.. hMm.. nothing to do.. so jus blOg my phOto in.. hehe.. =P.. tAke cAre pEeps.. mUAckz..
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:54 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

hMm.. should i say sad or happi lehz? ytd at nite went out mAkan with my fren at cwp.. piZzahut!! wEe~! yUmmy.. haha.. finally ate my malacarI!!! hehe.. but.. not veh nice though.. hMm.. tOo "black" and.. my fren say its not fresh.. =( anw.. wanted to watch i-roBot!!! arGgh.. i wanna watch.. but its kinda late.. earliest at 113o.. coz that time its already 1o3o.. hMm.. then went home

today's national's dAy~!! hapPy bdAy singApOre~!!! haha.. hMm.. gOnna watch the parade today at home.. hehez.. its lyk every year's tradition? wahaha.. hMm.. there's this thing in my mind i veh confused and seriously hope it isnt real.. haiz haiz.. anw.. i dun lyk sakae sushi!! hehe!!!! k lar.. nothing much.. just another boring day today.. dun feel lyk doing my hw.. lazy to step outta the house.. but gettin headache staying at home.. hMm.. ok.. tAke cAre pEeps.. muACkz.. =D hehez.. loVe yOu guys loTza

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:03 AM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

this entry is just.. for me to say out my feelings and sadness.. sorry peeps for whining here.. take care...

[*] we had been together for so long le.. why did you just leave me like this?? sobz.. the relationship had ended.. i know.. but my love grown for u is still there.. why did we start this relationship if its meant to be end?? i will nv blame u.. its all my fault for this present situation.. i do not know how to love you.. but in my heart.. i realli do.. mayb this had taught me how to love someone le bahz.. but who will be that person? haiz.. [*]

now i finally uds wads the meaning of.. "loving a person does not mean u need to haf him/her with you".. i know le.. i know i can nv have you back.. but looking you from afar.. your smile.. ur frown.. ur anger.. ur happiness.. it all affect my feelin.. even we cant be together.. but i still hope to care and love you.. sounds foolish and stupid? this is me then.. the ME whom went through love.. sadness.. troubles.. happiness.. obsticles.. with you..

even till now.. the times we had together.. those times which only the both of us know wad happened.. the things which only both of us said to each other.. the places with onli the memories of both of us.. the presents which contain only the love from both of us.. i will still tink of them sometimes and tears still fall.. the promises and vows i told u not to make.. although they are still broken.. but the confidence u gave me when u said those words.. will be in my heart forever..

i know u wouldnt be reading this.. but i wanna tell the whole world.. you are the best guy i'd ever know.. how i hope the love for you will fade one day.. let nature take its place then.. i just hope to be frens with u.. tears cant stop but kept fallin down.. how i wish we can be lyk b4.. u will be so sad to see my cry.. sittin by my side.. wiping those unwanted tears of mine.. saying those words of urs to make me smile.. sorry for making u suffer during those times we are together.. do take care cos i care..

where is the place that piggie had created for fugi?? the fairyland which he said will onli have him and her there forever? or was it just my imagination...........

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:13 PM

Friday, August 06, 2004

hMm.. lOng time no uPdate le.. this few days was extreme bAd lor.. hAiz.. ok anw.. hMm.. pEeps out there.. if this few days in schooL hoh.. i see you all then lyk give those black black face lyk bu shuAng hoh.. its not bu shuang u all or wad lehz.. sOrry.. just that realli tOo troubled and cant bring myself to say hI or wad.. sOrry k. still lOVe you all de!! =)

eventhough till now things are still in a bad situation.. and my heart still hurts every miNute.. but i hope i will sOon get over it.. hehe.. yUp.. today got this national celebration in gOmbak stadiUm.. bAnd got perform.. was suPpose to go de.. but.. i din.. hAiz.. ok.. its some damn personal reason.. just wana say thAnks for last yeAr.. hope this year u are having a greAt day tOo.. =)

anw.. later 2 pm i still got ACCOUNTS lesson in skOol.. aRggh.. hate sAlly chin.. hMm.. still not sure wanna gO anot lehz.. go le.. i osho wun pay attention.. osho dun understand.. dun gO.. will miss out damn lOTz.. hAiz.. siAnz lor..

then at nite think going out bAhz.. go relieve my stress.. haIz.. i haTe today loR.. hAiz.. hMm... yEah.. anw.. this is goNna be a long weekend.. hAha.. got 4days oF hols.. sAturday.. sundAy.. mOnday and tuEsdAy~! WeE~! hehe.. hOpe i wun be bored and rOT at home.. gOt lotza hMwks tOo.. siAnz.. kk.. i stop here k.. free then bLOg again.. tAke cAre pEeps.. muAckzZzz~!!!!!

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:55 AM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

hEllO~! hehe.. hugGies everyoNe.. hMm.. ytd had bAnd.. after i reached hOme.. i slepT from 6+ till arnd 1hOur agO.. hehe.. 12hOUrs of sLeep.. wOhOO~!! haha =P.. okok.. lets tok bout ytd..

uMmm.. ytd was a tOtal crAzzee dae lor.. had band at o745.. mEetin them at mama shop arnd o73o and i was laTe!! hehe.. sOrry girls.. anw.. hmm.. then we wanted to gO band liaO. but we scared later late for 15mins.. goTta run 15rounds.. so we were tinking.. late a bit everytime kana pump oR run lyk siAo.. so we dun gO!!! hehe.. stayed in a clAss and tOk.. i write my sKoOl diAry.. hMm.. tiNg.. shAn.. Li and regIna was there lor.. regina coUNting her tIckets while we tOk.. *oOps*.. hehe.. she treAsurer nEhz!! hehe

then later we gO for band when eugene came to lOok for his jUnior.. then kana pump 50!! then gO sectionals lor.. yUp.. half way thrU sect.. kEnny came le.. haha.. then arnd 10mins later.. lUNch!! nice tIming.. haha.. so we gO band rM.. keep things then gO makan with zAne.. and we 4!! yup.. as usual.. ay.. nOt usual.. ytd was More then MAdness lor.. haha.. was jUmping.. scrEaming.. doINg the spIderman mOve.. haha.. ok.. shAn they all were lyk.. dun care bout me.. haha.. anw.. makAn liaO go back le loR..

actually we arent late.. but cos after reaching schOol we go toilet.. so in e end.. we were LATE again.. so did 20pUmping.. hMm.. then full band was ok.. just that my contact lens kept going BLUR!.. hehe.. then later band end at around 5? i forget le.. hehe.. fall in that time.. shAn.. li and i kana pump again.. with other ppl whom mOved.. laUghed.. haha.. ah yOhx.. but it was fun.. anw.. gO home straight lor.. tiRed!!.. then slp until now liaO.. hehe.. kk.. tAke care pEeps k.. i love you all!!! muAcks.. =DDD

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:49 AM