Sunday, October 31, 2004

kinda bored so update my blog lor.. nth much happened bahs..

thursday
don like that day lor.. hais.. don wanna say further more.. im too tired to care so much i tink.. tok bout other stuffs k..

friday
went to school to get report book with my mom.. din get retained but last in class.. hmm.. ltr went to lot1 with ma.. ate long johns and ltr went ntuc lor.. bought lotza stuffs.. chewy bars.. udon mee.. apple juice.. other is mama buy de.. =).. my mummy rOcks.. o=)

saturday
had band today.. was veh happi ba.. or should i say im contented le.. hais.. had sectionals.. then ltr full band.. chew kept flaring.. but i tot it was quite okie ytd.. =/ hais.. donno lar.. too tired to tink bout it.. den after band it rained so so heavily.. then ting . li and i were trapped in the band rm lor.. wanted to go 7-11.. so when the rain became smaller.. we ran to 7-11.. saw dustin . guowei & zhihao in there already.. then we all bough cup noodles.. =).. sOon joce came.. hees.. so talked a bit and ltr.. kEnny came and they went to mrt together i tink.. so ting . li and i also go hm le lor.. hais

sunday
hmm.. got a job today.. not the delifrance thingy le.. its a job at the zoo lor.. pay is quite high i can say.. got xtra commission de.. its hourly based salary.. =) six bucks.. starting the job soon.. today whole day stayed at home lor. . nth much to do.. ytd i sleep with mickey.. veh long nv slp with him le.. anyway.. he is my beloved teddybear.. =).. been with me for goin to 2years..

hais.. i tot things are going reallie well for me weeks ago and im seriously veh contented with my life le.. but why these days so many things happened which made me so hurt and lost once again.. i wanna get outta here soon and stop the pain.. hais.. tomolo.. you still rmb wad day it is.. its one year le.. one year........seems such a long time.. but it passed so fast.. i realli hope this is ending le.. i know god will help me.. but wad is he helping me in? forget or persevere? i donno.. let time decide then.. hais..
x[ stop the pain pls ]x

-(( i miSs him lOads.. let go ))-

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:51 PM

can anyone tell me why are we here on earth??? been watching animal planet for the past few weeks.. till now.. i can only accept we are here to save the other species on earth as we are the only ones whom can do that.. but im NOT here to be hurt and suffer.. i've gotta admit my life now sucks to the core.. cant seem to get rid of the pain.. and it hurts me deeper when i see "such" things..

sorry peeps if this is gonna be a darn boring entry.. sorry.. =(
if im here to be hurt and suffer under ppl's mood.. i rather not be here.. at least tears wun be fallin.. heart wun be breaking.. i wun know wads pain.. im indeed veh happy in the past few weeks.. i feel so fortunate.. and im veh veh contented with my life.. i've got my frens with me.. my parents care for me.. and im still in contact with him.. but looks like everything is ruined tonite.. jus in a second.. my heart is squashed.. smashed.. broken in pieces..

you call this life? i doubt so.. how wonderful if i can go back to the past.. i would like to make some decision once again.. and i wouldnt choose a path which will end up hurting myself.. and life will be so great.. i realli realli hope i didnt see wad i saw tonite.. im not blaming you.. neither am i angry.. i know i don haf any rights.. jus simply hope that it would be so much better if i didnt see those words in ur blog.. i've gotta admit it hurts like hell.. but too.. i've gotta admit.. i don like this life im having now.. it sucks!!

27th oct 2004.. sucks to the core.. lets hope this wun affect me tml.. don wanna worry my frens again cos of my own personal probs.. it has been so long since my entry hasnt got the word " hees ".. "haha".. "wee".. "hehe".. hope i can get back to where i've stop tonite.. all e best peeps.. still loving u guys and gals out there..
[i wanna live my life with animals forever if i can choose.. no humans allowed.. cos animals will bring u laughter.. let u realize wad life reallie is.. and they don hurt u emotionally.. they brighten up your day. i don mind gettin bitten by them.. animals rock!][human sucks]

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:28 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

hMm.. how should i describE tOday lehs.. gOod or bad? hais.. tink its both.. blehs.. haha.. okok.. in the mOrning had band lor.. met up with shAn, tinG and li b4 band.. =).. wasnt lAte.. weE~ then ltr got sectionals.. quite haPpie duRing sectionals lor.. wOhOo... =P.. *censOred*.. blEhs.. okok.. so after that got lunCh.. hmm.. today alot ppl wohs.. had lunch with shAn, li , tinG , jEn & reGina.. hees.. =)

after tat.. gOt full band.. hmm.. was so tired.. and my mOod was kinda Ruined duRing full band lor.. hais. nvm nvm.. don tink bout it tOo much ba.. hais. =DDD wEe..

after full band.. went to change into Outside cloths.. cos im going out ltr with tinG tO oRchard for a jOb interview.. it was rAining sOoo heavily!!! and we are tOtally drenched.. =P.. bRrr.. veh cold nehs.. okok.. so we tOOk a train to oRchard..

and we got the jOb.. its at paragOn lor.. delifrance.. quite happie about it.. got extra cAsh duRin hols.. got lOtza things up in my mind lor.. wanna get lotza things.. for my mom.. dad.. my fren.. me.. simpledOlls.. hees..!!!!

when i reached hm.. go online a while.. tok on phone!! *winks*.. then online.. haha.. veh veh tired liao.. goin to slp soon i guees.. hees.. yup.. tink i'll stop here for this entry.. take care pEeps..
+ i lOve aUd.. haha.. +
+ i lOve shAn, tinG, Li +
+ i lOve huiShi . jOce +
+ i lOve hIm.. haha.. +
.-*- muAcks -*-.

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:48 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

wEe.. hees.. had a reallie fun day today!! hees.. had oRal in the mOrning.. pheww.. it was scary.. enGlish was mdm sAthiya.. bRrrr..hees.. was so scared.. but anyway.. hees.. it ended.. and it tOok real long!! i mean for ENGLISH.. so after oRal.. met up with jOce first.. then we spend arnd more then an hour waiting for TAN HUISHI.. hees.. jkjk.. cos the teacher slow lor..

so while waiting.. shAn, jOce and i.. we went to 7-11 get smth to drink.. then walk back while shAn mEet her dArl.. hees.. sWeety!!! then the pathatic us continue waiting.. hees. =P.. after tt.. we went buGis together lor. as in. huiShi, jOce and me.. hees.. tOok lOtza piCs using Our hp!! wEe.. love dem' sO muchy.. hees.. =P *bluShes*..

wOo.. so finally reached buGis.. wanna get a sling bag. hees.. so went to buGis street.. but guess it was tOo early.. so went into pArco to walk walk first lor.. tOok pics.. hees.. there are belOw.. =P.. niCe hoh!! hees.. quite happie with it.. *winKs*.. then ltr walk arnd.. and go buy my bAg.. hees.. *yeAh yeAh!!!! =P*.. then ltr.. we went into buRger kinG and tok tok & tok.. hees.. NON-STOP!! and tOok piCs again.. wiTh hps.. hees.. it was fun!!

after that.. jOce go to oRchard to meet up her mom to scAn the photos.. *thAnks giRl.. huGgies*.. then huishi and i gO hm le.. was sOoo tired lor.. leG cramp.. geez.. =P.. then reached hm.. packed my rm.. my stuffs.. everything.. my wallet tOo.. haha.. tot of changing one.. but DON WAN LE.. hees.. love this wallet now.. longest wallet i ever use lor.. =X hees.. heard that i failed my amaths.. but this is expected de.. mRs. chin told me she's giving out accounts paper tml.. oh gOsh.. im dead.. she gonna kill me!!!! tml then see lar.. hees..

wOoo.. tink i gotta go le.. go do sOme stuffs then oRhx liao.. tAke cAre pEeps.. hOls are heRe.. enjOy to the fullest alRite.. hees.. muAck !!!
+ i lOve all my fRiends + =DD
AppLe giRl in AppLe tOwn...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:52 PM

wEe.. like this!! sOo chEerful.. +huiShi, jOce rOcks+
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:47 PM

jOce's scanner rUined my haiR.. hees.. =X
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:46 PM

tWist.. hees.. like the cOlour!! =P
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:44 PM

wEe.. jOce's mAsterpiece!! hees.. giRls rOcks!!
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:38 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

hMm.. wanted to blog ytd nite.. but cannot lehx.. =/ donno wads wrong with blogger.. anw.. lets tok bout ytd..

15th Oct 2004.. fRiday
hMm.. okie.. today is the last day of exAms.. wEe.. hees.. after exam.. got back my chinese pAper.. i passed.. reallie happie.. hope my CA2 wun pull me down.. then ltr i went home.. cos going out with mom and sis in the afternoon.. so ltr.. we went to cwp lor.. got my hp le!! ifiannly.. hees.. then went to haf lunch at fOodcOurt.. hmm.. then walk arnd and went home le.. =)

then in the evening.. hais.. i donno.. smth hurts alot happened.. yet smth happie happened.. hees.. but anw.. all hardwords are worth while.. hees.. yup.. atnite went to cwp and haf dinner with me fren.. meet up at o935!! toOk a cab down cos i cant make in on time.. so nth reallie left to eat le.. =/ wanted to go fOodcourt but like close liao.. so went mOs.. hMm.. hMm.. eat eat eat.. then tok tok lor.. then after that.. went home arnd 1040? yup.. arnd there..

got hm and was so tired.. so went to zZzz liao.. hees.. hOls coming.. free time is here.. but hoh.. im bOred.. argh. hais.. donno lehx.. nv plan.. siAns.. okie lar.. gOtta go.. hees.. hope everyone haf a FUn and wOnderful hOls.. hees.. muAck !
[ thinking of a person does it means missing him/her? ]

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:16 AM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

hmm.. didnt update for quite a long time.. haha.. exams are finally gonna be over.. tomorrow's the last paper.. haha.. during these days.. lotza things happened.. Good! & bAd.. humpf!.. =P

5th Oct tUesdAy
hMm.. lost my handphone during p.e lor.. hmm.. kinda ruined my day lots.. but nvm.. smth happie happened at nite.. hees.. thx duDe.. =D

6th Oct wEdnesdAy
hmm.. tOday i din gO schOol lor.. haha.. chose to study at hm.. =/ and i did alrite.. haha.. after school.. yuhli came to my house lor.. hmm.. tok a bit.. studied a bit.. * did we? * hees.. then ltr arnd 7+ she go home le.. bought a spEcial bOok today at mOrethenwOrds.. n_n

7th Oct thuRsday
bOring.. start of exam.. haha.. nth much to sAy.. cos its OVER~!!!!!!! weee.. rOck on man.. =P

okok.. so tomolo i gonna go get my new handphone at cwp wit my mom and siS.. wEe.. finally.. days without a phone suCks man.. haha.. hope the thief don steal my phone again!! i gonna tear u into pieces.. hees.. oOps.. violence.. =/ im so hAPpy lor.. feel so relieve.. bOoks are outta my mind till nExt yeAr.. seriously hope i get promoted to sec4.. hais hais.. =D hOls are comin.. gonna plAn.. don wanna waste it like b4.. i wanna gEt a jOb.!! in nEed of money.. hees.. but band? and shopping? heEs.. but i gonna see if there's any for me.. yup.. tink i will stop here gUys.. tAke cAre alRite.. muAck !
[ i no longer know how i feel.. tell me why.. *worned out* ] ] ]

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:06 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

did i look at the wrong direction? =/ oOps.. hees
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:45 PM

twiSt.. (^^v)
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:44 PM

donno where i lookin.. =/
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:43 PM

simpledOlls forever... n_n
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:40 PM

hugs!
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:39 PM

hmm.. taken on the 4th oct.. hees.. love my sisters.. muack !
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:37 PM

hmm.. din blog for quite a long time bah.. hmm.. lets start from ytd.. hmms.. finally started studying.. did physics the whole day.. smth in my mind's motivating me.. it works.. hais.. studied till at nite 3am plus then slp.. cos i gotta finish studyin semester 2 work by today sch start ma.. hees..

then today ar.. at first it was such a wonderful day for me.. i was like.. so contented and couldnt ask for anything more then.. hais.. but.. good things don last? hais.. during school.. asked shan to help me do smth nor.. hmm.. it made my day glow man.. hees.. thx dear! then ltr after school.. shan ting li and me.. we meet up at bench.. then ltr going out together lor.. n_n

when we are walking outta sch.. hees.. smth veh funny yet stupid happened.. kinda confused why like this but haha.. nvm.. they cheered me up for a moment.. then ltr we went to lot1 lor.. took pics.. thats our main motive of going out today.. since its exam period.. anw.. took twice.. hees.. upload ltr.. the machine not tt good.. anw.. hmm.. hais.. yuhli u gt anything mus tell us okie.. sorry today cant pei u.. we love u oways.. muack !

then got home.. discovered smth bad lor.. kinda ruined the rest of my day.. started troubling bout wad happened the whole day.. mind running wild.. gosh.. hais.. donno wads happening.. anw.. tink i stop here first.. hais.. tc everyone.. gd lucks.. hugs x_x
[[ worned and torned.. hais.. i miss you]

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:23 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

SimpLedOlls fOreveR tOgetheR.. muAck !
-tInG~

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 1:04 PM