can anyone tell me why are we here on earth??? been watching animal planet for the past few weeks.. till now.. i can only accept we are here to save the other species on earth as we are the only ones whom can do that.. but im NOT here to be hurt and suffer.. i've gotta admit my life now sucks to the core.. cant seem to get rid of the pain.. and it hurts me deeper when i see "such" things..

sorry peeps if this is gonna be a darn boring entry.. sorry.. =(
if im here to be hurt and suffer under ppl's mood.. i rather not be here.. at least tears wun be fallin.. heart wun be breaking.. i wun know wads pain.. im indeed veh happy in the past few weeks.. i feel so fortunate.. and im veh veh contented with my life.. i've got my frens with me.. my parents care for me.. and im still in contact with him.. but looks like everything is ruined tonite.. jus in a second.. my heart is squashed.. smashed.. broken in pieces..

you call this life? i doubt so.. how wonderful if i can go back to the past.. i would like to make some decision once again.. and i wouldnt choose a path which will end up hurting myself.. and life will be so great.. i realli realli hope i didnt see wad i saw tonite.. im not blaming you.. neither am i angry.. i know i don haf any rights.. jus simply hope that it would be so much better if i didnt see those words in ur blog.. i've gotta admit it hurts like hell.. but too.. i've gotta admit.. i don like this life im having now.. it sucks!!

27th oct 2004.. sucks to the core.. lets hope this wun affect me tml.. don wanna worry my frens again cos of my own personal probs.. it has been so long since my entry hasnt got the word " hees ".. "haha".. "wee".. "hehe".. hope i can get back to where i've stop tonite.. all e best peeps.. still loving u guys and gals out there..
[i wanna live my life with animals forever if i can choose.. no humans allowed.. cos animals will bring u laughter.. let u realize wad life reallie is.. and they don hurt u emotionally.. they brighten up your day. i don mind gettin bitten by them.. animals rock!][human sucks]

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:28 PM