this entry is just.. for me to say out my feelings and sadness.. sorry peeps for whining here.. take care...

[*] we had been together for so long le.. why did you just leave me like this?? sobz.. the relationship had ended.. i know.. but my love grown for u is still there.. why did we start this relationship if its meant to be end?? i will nv blame u.. its all my fault for this present situation.. i do not know how to love you.. but in my heart.. i realli do.. mayb this had taught me how to love someone le bahz.. but who will be that person? haiz.. [*]

now i finally uds wads the meaning of.. "loving a person does not mean u need to haf him/her with you".. i know le.. i know i can nv have you back.. but looking you from afar.. your smile.. ur frown.. ur anger.. ur happiness.. it all affect my feelin.. even we cant be together.. but i still hope to care and love you.. sounds foolish and stupid? this is me then.. the ME whom went through love.. sadness.. troubles.. happiness.. obsticles.. with you..

even till now.. the times we had together.. those times which only the both of us know wad happened.. the things which only both of us said to each other.. the places with onli the memories of both of us.. the presents which contain only the love from both of us.. i will still tink of them sometimes and tears still fall.. the promises and vows i told u not to make.. although they are still broken.. but the confidence u gave me when u said those words.. will be in my heart forever..

i know u wouldnt be reading this.. but i wanna tell the whole world.. you are the best guy i'd ever know.. how i hope the love for you will fade one day.. let nature take its place then.. i just hope to be frens with u.. tears cant stop but kept fallin down.. how i wish we can be lyk b4.. u will be so sad to see my cry.. sittin by my side.. wiping those unwanted tears of mine.. saying those words of urs to make me smile.. sorry for making u suffer during those times we are together.. do take care cos i care..

where is the place that piggie had created for fugi?? the fairyland which he said will onli have him and her there forever? or was it just my imagination...........

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:13 PM