today is another day slacking at home.. hAIz.. back to tink.. today was suppose oR planned to go out wit my frEn.. hAiz.. but.. he cant make it somehow.. realli sad lOr.. its not juz normal date.. is something planned long ago.. hAiz.. nvm.. his reason hurts me mOst.. qUIckly okok k.. hAiz..

den today whole day at home.. no appetite to eat at all.. slept the whole afternOon.. toMolo.. its a veh special day.. at least to me.. suppose to be special for 2 person.. but now onli me.. anw.. hAIz.. but i hope tml will nv cOme.. coz it onli hurts my heart to know its th 19th bUt.. we cant celebrate.. neither we can hoLd hands.. nVm.. hAha.. I MUST BE HAPPIE!! yeA.. hAHa.. yUp

so wasted today lor.. mum kept nagging.. dunno wad the hell she wans la.. everytime see me.. cant keep her mouth close or say something nice.. argGh.. iGnoring her mAN.. nothing muCh.. tink i stop here den.. take cAre PEeps.. tml there's baND if im not wrong.. went for band the whole hoLs.. din skip once.. tml.. can i nOt go? =X

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:41 PM